so, because i know the latest journal entry is on the mainpage here it goes.

i've been unactive for almost an entire year.
or something to that extent.
i'm pretty sure that after my 8th grade year of school ended so did my thirst for art. i didn't handle rejection well it seems and said rejection tore at my inspiration and it never came back. i thought i was just in sort of a dry spot until i wrote an essay and tried to tear apart my thoughts of my being an artist. i didn't really come to any sort of conclusion but that i was too hard on myself back then.
i haven't given up on drawing or visual art though. it's kind of more like i'm scared to ever try and succeed in it again. i'm scared to fail in a place where i've already failed so badly.

blargh.